The Hurt 3-4-08

The Hurt 3-4-08

Am i worth the breath? do they just not trust me? am i worth it? do they care? do they not see wat all this ignoration is doing to me? its not just one person, its multituldes, which makes me question myself, its not one person, so it must be something wrong w/ me. something i dont see. something they do. wat is wrong w/ me? is it something i've done? something i've said? i cant see it, but whatever it is is tearing me apart.
They dont see wat this is doing to me. the feeling that your friends, who are suppose to trust you, dont believe your worth the breath. the ones you've trusted to no end dont return the favor. it makes me question my value, am i here just for them to have fun? and talk about behind my back? secretely be mad at me, w/o ne explination? it hurts beyond explination to know that your best friends in the whole wide world dont care...
They dont care about the effect they have on you, and the ones that you have spilled out your whole heart to and yet they dont trust you enough to return the favor, like your not worth it. the ones who u've been there for every time, the ones who ment the world to you. it hurts to know that you dont mean the same to them. that the ones who u've trusted and loved the most, dont think ur worth it, and they dont care, they dont care how much they hurt you.

(these were also gmail statuses at one point so they also contain many grammatical mistakes as well as punctuation and many others lol!)